In school the girls continued to tease me by discreetly addressing me as Sissy Maid Jackie, Girly, Sissy Boy or just plain Sissy. I would only smile at them and not reply as I felt myself getting hard by these verbal exchanges, brief as they were.
It seems that I was turned on not just by being crossdressed and behaving in a very feminine manner but also by being verbally taunted and teased. So much for being transgender, I thought to myself. I now was firmly convinced I was a sissy transvestite. It seemed to be the only thing that made any sense.