After the physical, the doctor turned on this slide projector
and began giving me this really detailed lecture on
human sexuality and reproduction. I mean like really
graphic. Then he began explaining about the physical,
mental and emotional changes that a male goes through,
when he’s put on something called female hormone therapy.
And he explained all about that to me as well. He
spent a lot of time and attention on how especially effective
it is, when it’s administered to someone as young as
myself.
Are you beginning to get an inkling of the growing state
of anxiety and panic that was going on within me, at this
point?! He was especially careful to answer all my questions
concerning this, so that I would clearly understand
how totally irreversible the effects are on a boy, especially
when accompanied by change of sex surgery, along with
appropriate schooling, such as they would be giving me
here at the academy.