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Susan awoke next morning, and for a few moments time seemed to stand still, as his mind replayed all the events of the previous day. His previous life, so ordered and familiar was remote, and now hard to imagine, yet it was only a day behind him. In that day, he had left Benjamin behind and become Susan. He was trying to think of himself in that name all the time. He had left behind his male identity in exchange for something he did not know. This couldn't be real, could it?, he thought. He...

"Trisha dear, you knew this would happen. We told you that you were now a girl and that your body would develop accordingly. Don't tell me you didn't believe me, dear.""Oh mother, I hoped. I hoped that you were all just punishing me. That someday if I was good you would fix it so I could be a man again.. Now I have breasts, and you really did castrate me, and you all hate me. Oh I wish I were dead."Kathleen was touched by her child's pain but felt it was time to be firm. She pulled Trisha up...

"Trisha dear, you knew this would happen. We told you that you were now a girl and that your body would develop accordingly. Don't tell me you didn't believe me, dear.""Oh mother, I hoped. I hoped that you were all just punishing me. That someday if I was good you would fix it so I could be a man again.. Now I have breasts, and you really did castrate me, and you all hate me. Oh I wish I were dead."Kathleen was touched by her child's pain but felt it was time to be firm. She pulled Trisha up...

From that very first day, Penny has assumed an ever growing prominence in my life. It's only on rare occasions that I as able to revert to Peter as I spend most of my evenings out as Penny, escorting Mr. Clark to his dinner parties and the such. I tried the nightgowns Veronica loaned to me to see if she was right, "You'll love this aspect of femininity." She was right. They feel great against my smooth skin and I shudder at knowing they caressed her body not too long ago. It feels so delicious...

From that very first day, Penny has assumed an ever growing prominence in my life. It's only on rare occasions that I as able to revert to Peter as I spend most of my evenings out as Penny, escorting Mr. Clark to his dinner parties and the such. I tried the nightgowns Veronica loaned to me to see if she was right, "You'll love this aspect of femininity." She was right. They feel great against my smooth skin and I shudder at knowing they caressed her body not too long ago. It feels so delicious...

From Mirror, Mirror... I was still in a daze. She attended to my hair. It must have become tousled when I ran into my room.My hair? This long fair mane that was tumbling to my bare shoulders was now MY hair. I sat while she brushed it. She drew it back, securing it with a barrette. I could only ask, "What's happening?" in a dazed, stupid way, but she just hushed me with a smile and a finger gently applied to my lips."All will be revealed in due course. Just relax and enjoy yourself."Enjoy...

From Mirror, Mirror... I was still in a daze. She attended to my hair. It must have become tousled when I ran into my room.My hair? This long fair mane that was tumbling to my bare shoulders was now MY hair. I sat while she brushed it. She drew it back, securing it with a barrette. I could only ask, "What's happening?" in a dazed, stupid way, but she just hushed me with a smile and a finger gently applied to my lips."All will be revealed in due course. Just relax and enjoy yourself."Enjoy...

"Now that you've assumed a more modest stance, you look quite nice Tina. But don't just stand there like a witless bimbo, even if you are one. Go and get my martini, wench, and bring it to me with the wifely kiss that I instructed you to meet me with on my return home. But before you bring me the martini, make sure you put on your apron. I would be most annoyed if you spilled something on your nice outfit. You're not off to a good start here so get your fat butt into gear and make it quick,...

"Now that you've assumed a more modest stance, you look quite nice Tina. But don't just stand there like a witless bimbo, even if you are one. Go and get my martini, wench, and bring it to me with the wifely kiss that I instructed you to meet me with on my return home. But before you bring me the martini, make sure you put on your apron. I would be most annoyed if you spilled something on your nice outfit. You're not off to a good start here so get your fat butt into gear and make it quick,...

Alysha's message:Are you beginning to identify with my sweet thing? Did you behave properly and refrain from touching yourself? Not many sissies have that kind of self control, but if you do, congratulations.I want you to feel the way Sweeting Thing must have felt - vulnerable, confused, off balance, and very aroused. He is starting to obey my requests without fussing or asking a lot of questions. That is what I expect of you. Practice showing deference to your wife, female office workers, and...

From Aunt Priscilla's Will...Once in the bedroom, I went over to my mirror, the first mirror I had looked in since the parlor visit and the first full length mirror and was astonished at what I saw. Before I had somehow only seen my face and the massive alterations on my body. Now I saw the full effect of the make-up with the dress and seemingly for the first time, saw my hair. It had been put up so that my ears hung out. There was a fine braid-like line around the crown with a spray of curls...

From Aunt Priscilla's Will...Once in the bedroom, I went over to my mirror, the first mirror I had looked in since the parlor visit and the first full length mirror and was astonished at what I saw. Before I had somehow only seen my face and the massive alterations on my body. Now I saw the full effect of the make-up with the dress and seemingly for the first time, saw my hair. It had been put up so that my ears hung out. There was a fine braid-like line around the crown with a spray of curls...