From Becky...
Brian sometimes had minor panic attacks thinking about the future. What would he become? What would become of Becky? Would he just continue dressing occasionally and hid in the closet for the rest of his life? He had gone through all the terminology for the transgendered individual. He definitly was not a drag queen. Transvestite? He did not think so. Crossdresser? Maybe? But the feelings seemed to go deeper than just wanting to dress as Becky occasionally. "Transsexual seemed to define him but he was not dressing full-time as Becky. Brian simply did not know what the hell he was!