"But I would like to know what is going on, what is happening to me.""So would I Alvin, but until you have an answer, I'm afraid that what your Mother says will rule. Do you like being a girl?""I'm no girl, Dad. Mom is apparently trying to make me into one, but I am not a girl!" For some reason I stamped one of my high-heeled feet for emphasis, an odd move for a boy."All right. All right!" He almost put his hands up to shield himself. "You come up with answers, and we'll get you out of this....

"How does this exchange of shells take place?" I asked when the strange woman suddenly arrived in my locked room. She hadn't used the door."It works something like your hypnosis, only infinitely more powerful. Are you ready?"I guess so." My mind was filled with the hopes of being able to figure out what type of person Foxy Roxy wanted."Look deep into my eyes. Relax your shell. Let you mind float. Feel your mind float free of your shell. Your mind is free of your shell. Feel the presence of my...

When we got back home, there was a message on the answering machine. "Hello Christine," said a masculine voice. "I got your reply to my ad, and you sound very nice. My name is Jerry, by the way. Let's figure out how to get together and meet, I'm really very interested in you. Give me a call when you can. I'll be home all night tonight. My number is..."I insisted that Christine call back right away, after I prepped her with her proper response."Hello, is Jerry there?" she said, in her sweetest...

Laying on his bed, Michael tried to make peace with himself. His hand wandered down to the bandages on his thighs. That was where they had inserted the implant of female hormones. He knew that unless the implant was removed, his body would start to change, becoming increasingly more feminine.. Michael thought about removing the bandage and then using tweezers or pliers to pull the implant out. But then there would be no money for his mom's operation."No I must endure this for her sake," the...

"Are you in love with him?" She softly said as she looked at me holding my chin."NO... How can I, I'm a man, ain't I? I'm not queer, I don't want to be a queer. That's what's making Joe sad right? Men don't love men." I answered witping off the tears. "All I know is I feel good when he's around, I like to do things to make him happy. And I want to take care of him." The tears flowed again. "Oh, I don't know what I am.""Honey, after your story, neither do I. 'Man' may be a big question here,...

"Lindsay, it's just that I'm having second thoughts about all this. I'm not sure we're doing the right thing," I heard Bobbi say.Captain Frost sounded a little bit angry. "What are you gonna do, back out on me now?" she asked. "Isn't it just a little bit too late for that?""I don't know, Lindsey... I'm just worried that they'll have some kind of bad reaction to the hormones. They're obviously working on them already. I mean, Jesus, have you seen those girls lately?"The Captain chuckled despite...

I was suddenly awakened by the sound of my front door being shattered and the sound of troopers' boots in my living room!I sat bolt upright in bed, the covers falling away from my stuffed brassiered chest. The door to the bedroom flew open and four troopers with spotlights stood pointing guns at me!"Stay where you are. You are under arrest!" rasped one of them as they stormed into my bedroom!I sat there in dumb astonishment. How had they found out about me? Right now, Their video recorders...

Jenny Pollack thanked the desk attendant and headed for the Concord Street exit. The doorman opened the door for her as she approached. She nodded and smiled at him in thanks. Jenny's given name was James. She was sixteen and was a second year contestant in the Gay Massachusetts Junior Miss Pageant.She did not look anything like a James. Her brunette hair feel in soft curls onto her neck. She stood 5'6" tall and weighed 131 pounds. Her bust was thirty five inches, her waist - twenty five, and...

"What I'm going to do here, dear girl," she began with a slow smile drawing out the 'girl' and rolling it around her mouth like savoring something incredibly delicious, "is to eradicate any masculinity you have. Totally obliterate it, tear the least trace of it out of you and leave you a hollow shell waiting to be filled, with the ultra feminine, fluttery, giggling sexpot of a bimbo I intend to make of you." She grinned at the thought. "When I am through with you, it won't matter if the Venus...

"I was the person who performed the procedure." Answering my unvoiced question. "As far as we can tell, right now, the experiment was successful We are monitoring your vital signs and reading full brain activity. Congratulations. You are the first person to undergo a brain transplant."The doctor looks at me patronizingly but with sympathy like a parent trying to explain how Grandma has gone to the big nursing home in the sky."Please remember, you were dying. We couldn't stabilize you after...

The three of us entered my sister's room, and she closed the door behind us. She retrieved three plastic bags on hangers, three square boxes and three shoe boxes. At that point she told us to have a seat, she would go first. Opening he square box she pulled out a white lacy bra, white matching panties, and a white camisole. Next she opened the garment bag and laid out on the bed a blue velvet skirt and a white angora sweater with her name Gina embroidered on in blue letters. Lastly, she opened...

"Gads Come on Betty," murmured his sister as he approached the top of the stairs.He didn't even notice Danny standing there at the bottom of the stairs with his mouth hanging open, not at this moment at least. How in the hell am I going to navigate these stairs?With one hand, he flipped back his hair so as to get a better view, and then lifted the skirt up and off the floor so he could see his feet and then took his first dainty step down the stairs.Suddenly, for Dan, it was as if his night...

Mabel and Dotte found him half on and half off the bed, his arms stretched over his head grasping at the hot pink sheets while his cast covered leg was stretched out across the floor.He was crying for all he was worth and presented a very sorry picture indeed with his nightie pulled up over his shaven groin and bunched around his slender waist.Mabel and Dottie looked first at the sprawling youth them at each other. Wordlessly, they both noted how far their ward had come in recapturing what...

All this, of course, took far less time to happen than it did to tell of it. So my mind was still reeling with shock from my loss of what was, at least to me. a very important part of my body, and when I accidentally brushed hard against one of my full breasts with my arm it barely registered. But register it had.Forcing myself to remain calm and fighting the desire to throw up and empty my bowels simultaneously, I pushed my long hair around to my back. No longer fighting the hair that kept...

Christmas Eve, Barry came over to help me decorate my tree, then I went to his house with him to do the same there. Neither one of us were all that festive, but needed to honor the holiday, and show the family that we were recovered enough from our losses to bear the sight of such reminders of a happiness neither one of us felt that year.I had given up my now customary wine coolers in favor of eggnog spiced with a lot more than nutmeg and cinnamon. Then moved on to some wickedly dry martinis...

The first wispy light of dawn transformed the gray-black shadows in the guest bedroom into a blushing pink landscape. The blond man-woman flung back the quilt groaning as she-he clutched at his-her skull. The dilated pupils focused upon everything and yet saw nothing in the room. A flood gate had been opened!Memories: hundreds followed hundreds more in a frenzied, jumbled outpouring. Not just scenes and faces and words spoken, not just holidays and Christmas mornings remembered, but feelings,...